Chapter 138 Temporarily Not Seeing Each Other

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&#lt;p&#gt;At this moment, she didn't know what it felt like in her heart. He suddenly came to propose in public,
and although she could feel his love, what about Lucille Mclean's problems? She didn't want to marry
him when the problem wasn't fully resolved, and she didn't want these unstable factors always around
her.
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&#lt;p&#gt;William Rowland also froze.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Hurry up! I haven't seen Sammy for days!" She said, "I want to see that kid!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She finally looked sideways and met William's deep eyes, and she froze for a moment. She felt uneasy
as his eyes were scary at this moment.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She was just about to speak, but the car seat fell. She hurriedly tried to get up.
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&#lt;p&#gt;But he leaned onto her, and his hands braced on both sides of her body. He was trapping her to
prevent her from getting up, and he was constantly shouting with a hoarse voice. "Sherry, let's get
married. I'm serious. My dad agreed, and you know it's hard for him not to object!"
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&#lt;p&#gt;"If your father were against it, you wouldn't marry me, would you?" She raised her eyebrows.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;He froze and quickly explained, "That's not what I meant! I am going to live with you whether dad
agrees or not!"
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Let me up!" Sherry tried to push him away from her, and her face was full red.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Marry me! I'll get up if you promise me!" His vision was locked on her eyes.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"No!" She shook her head firmly.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Why?"&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;Sherry choked, his eyes were so deep as if he could look into her heart. She turned her head, not
continuing to look at him, and said feebly, "Because I don't know if I will also become the past."
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;As soon as she spoke, she saw that his expression was a little stiff, and he seemed to be a little hurt.
She became anxious and wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked with
something, so she could not make a sound. She panicked and tried to push him away, but realized that
she had no strength to move him at all.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Are you still angry?" He asked in a low voice, and his tone was sad. "Over those photos yesterday?"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She was even more upset as he mentioned those photos, and with a bitter smile, she said in a low
voice, "William, have we ever taken a single photo together?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;He froze because of her words. Although it was kind of sad, she was telling the truth. Yes, he realized
that it seemed that there was only a child between them after she said that. Other memories were so
little, and he had not even taken a photo with her!
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;He wanted to say that he did not mean to, but he found that his explanation was useless.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Let's go take photos if you want, alright? We'll go to Hokkaido again!" He said hurriedly. "Let's take lots
of photos!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;He wanted to make it up to her to give her the best memories and to make her forget the pain.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She shook her head and twitched her mouth. She became more sorrow as she looked at him closely.
"Letting you leave me behind again, is it? Last time, I was poor, but now, will I still be foolish enough to
go out with you?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Sherry!" He shouted in low voice. "I'm sorry.…"&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;He realized that he was overdoing it, and was always ignoring her. When she said that, he was
speechless, not knowing how to explain.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She couldn't bear to hurt him any further and said sincerely, "I can feel that you love me, yet I also feel
that you love Lucille at the same time. If you want me to give you a reason why I won't marry you, this
is it! Maybe you don't even know it. You love her more than you love me."
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"That's not true!" He quickly explained.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;Instead, she pressed her hand against his lips. "I don't mean to blame you! Hear me out."
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;He nodded in pain.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"You were so careful to preserve your memories with Lucille, and I also thought the past was the past,
but you couldn't let go of your past. Ms. Mclean does not recognize you now, and do you know how
down you were when you heard her words? That look on your face hurt me so much! Maybe you
thought that I was upset because of those photos, but not totally because of it, William. It was also
because of the look on your face! When she said Will was blue-eyed, do you remember how down you
looked then?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;He really did not notice that he felt so miserable?
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&#lt;p&#gt;William asked himself in his heart and frowned. His black eyes were deep, and showed his annoyance.
Didn't he remember if it was because of the unintentional look on his face that made Sherry so upset?
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Today, you proposed to me openly on your knees, and I am very touched, but I cannot marry you!"
Sherry murmured; she felt a chill in her heart.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;Something became clear in her heart, and her mind was instantly clear too. ‘Yes, can't marry him!’&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;She wanted too much. She wanted a one-to-one relationship, and if she could not spend her life in a
couple, she'd rather not get married and abandon love.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;Although she knew that her current appearance was a little pretentious and fake, she just wanted to
protect her dignity, and she had the right to defend her dignity.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;William frowned, "Sherry, I don't know how to explain about those photos, and I don't know how to
explain my feelings to you."
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Then, don't explain it!" She said quickly, but deep down, she was upset. "I don't want to hear
explanations either. William, I don't want to feel aggrieved, and I don't want to unfairly treated! So, I
can't marry you!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"If you don't want to marry me, can you still see me?" He asked softly and no longer forcing her. His
long fingers lightly touched her smooth cheek and lightly picked away the hair that was sticking on her
face.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She was stunned. She really had not thought about this question before.
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&#lt;p&#gt;If I don't see him…
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&#lt;p&#gt;She didn't know how she would feel in her heart.
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&#lt;p&#gt;He kissed her forehead, and the atmosphere was sorrow. "I'm sorry, I don't know what to say to you
again except that I'm sorry…"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Then don't say anything!" She closed her eyes and held back the sadness.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"I'm sorry, Sherry! Why do I always treat you unfairly?" He murmured and came back up.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Sherry felt a lightness on her body, and the seat rose. He bowed his head without saying anything.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;She dared not look at him with her head down, but he crossed and fastened the seat belt for her.
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&#lt;p&#gt;The car's engine started again.
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&#lt;p&#gt;The atmosphere was pensive. Sherry lowered her head and clasped her hands. There was an album
that Darcy had given her in her bag, and she still didn't know how to handle it.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She was struggling. She did not know whether to see each other again. If she didn't marry him and if
they saw each other again, won't the relationship between them be more ridiculous?
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Let me take you back!" He said. "Sammy has already been picked up by my dad!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She nodded her head. "Alright!"
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&#lt;p&#gt;The car stopped at YX road, he got out and tried to pull the door open for her, but she already got out.
After getting out of the car, without saying anything, she walked straight towards the apartment.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Sherry!" He shouted.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She stopped, turned back and smiled. "Let's not see each other again!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Forever, or temporarily?" He asked.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She was stunned. "Don't see each other temporarily!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Alright!" He didn't force her, "Take Care!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She turned and saw that the cleaners had cleaned up the pile of cigarette butts she saw in the morning.
She remembered something and wanted to ask him if he hadn't slept last night, but found that his car
had sped away.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Her heart was empty for a moment, wondering if it was right to do so…&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;The car left the alley swiftly. When William stopped on the road, he turned back and found that the
flowers on the back seat was still there. As he thought of her saying that they would not see each other
temporarily, he felt heartache.
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&#lt;p&#gt;It was another difficult night to sleep.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Sherry put on her clothes and went to the alley.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She admitted that she wanted to see if William's car was there, and perhaps subconsciously, she still
wanted him to be there.
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&#lt;p&#gt;However, when she went there, she did not see his car and felt disappointed
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&#lt;p&#gt;The wind blew, the air was so cool and made her subconsciously hug herself tighter. It turned out that
she felt more pain when she could not see him! He must have gone back!
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;Sherry sighed and went back to the apartment.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She turned on the television and didn't know what she was watching. After a while, she had no mood to
watch, so she turned off the television and went to sleep.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;The next day, she went to work. Cohen always inadvertently asked her about her childhood, but also
indirectly asked the relationship between Seirra Anderson and her father, Clark. Sherry suddenly felt
that perhaps, Mr. Spencer and Seirra was not simple, and maybe many years ago, they were lovers.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;Finally, Cohen asked, "Sherry, if one day you suddenly found out that the father you have called for
many years is not your real father, what would you do?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;Sherry shook her head and burst out laughing, "That's impossible, I don't make such assumptions. My
father would be sad! In this world, no father would dote on me as much as my father does!"&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;Cohen's expression stiffened a bit, "That's right, you have a good father!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;When she got off work, Sherry subconsciously searched the company's entrance and did not see the
blue Bugatti. She felt a bit upset.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She was suffering either she saw him or not. When did her heart become so unsettled?
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;She slowly walked out of the company and wondered how this baby had no response at all? These
days the baby was very quiet and was completely different from the time when pregnant with Sammy.
Was it really a daughter?
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&#lt;p&#gt;The winter street scenery was desolating. As she was walking, it seemed that she had not gone for a
walk for a long time. She felt good just from taking a walk.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She walked while looking down, and suddenly a pair of black leather shoes came into her view. Sherry
slowly looked up and saw a pair of blue eyes.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Reggie?" She was a little surprised. Lucille's words came to her mind, blue eyes, black hair, and then
she burst out laughing.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Reggie put his hands in his pockets and asked in a low voice, "What are you laughing at?"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Nothing, why are you here?" Sherry asked.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Came out for a walk!" Reggie also smiled. "Just happened to run into you!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"What a coincidence!" She murmured. She always felt that it didn't seem like a coincidence.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;On the other side of the street, a high-class RV was following slowly behind. It was far away from them,
yet it kept following.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Young master, should we follow them?" The driver asked.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;"No need!" He spoke with an indifferent and deep tone.
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&#lt;p&#gt;The person sitting in the back row happened to be William. He frowned when he saw Reggie walking
up to her, and then he took out his phone and dialled a number. "Alexis, help me to investigate a
person!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Say!" Alexis spoke from the other end.
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"I do not know the name. He seems to be surnamed Kelly, is a mixed-race individual, and often appear
at Cohen Group's door. He occasionally pesters my woman, Sherry, and he had blue eyes!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"When do you want the results?"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"The sooner the better!"
&#lt;/p&#gt;
&#lt;p&#gt;"Alright, I'll give you the results twenty-four hours later!"&#lt;/p&#gt;
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